Photo by Renato Mu
This is where I leave you my bright and beautiful child
You won’t know my pain of letting go at least not for a while
I had dreamed that we would always be this free
But now I know you will not have the same dreams as me
A living ache piercing to such depth I have never known
That you would ever think me less than the one who loves you so
Jill Autrey Dorman 
Poignant! I hear some pain in there.
Yes there is some. It is a combination of loving and loss in a release sometimes.
And scary too.