Fear and Lies…

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She ran away with fear and a string of lies
She idolized her anger and would not hide it in her eyes

She grew up kneeling upon the steeple green
She grew so weary of trying to be clean

One day on her knees she heard The Holy voice
“Rise up, my daughter walk away from this noise.”

She stood up and cast those idols back to hell
And tore off the string of lies she had to tell

“I have made you blameless and set you free in life
why do you still cling to idols which can never be clean?”

She cried for joy and danced before the LORD God
and chose life that day upon the steeple green.

To Him who is able to keep us from falling and to present us before his glorious presence without fault and with great joy…to the only Wise God our Savior be glory, majesty, power AND authority, through Jesus Christ our Lord, before all ages, now and forevermore! Amen. Jude 1:24

Paper Tigers

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Fears that paralyze and begat despair
Paper Tigers with claws that rip and tear
from the bone to the marrow the cutting is done
yet fear can never put love on the run…

 

Courage is required to banish scorn
listen to the sound of paper tigers torn
Fear seems so real in the dead of night
only to disappear in the love of Holy light

Muddy Water

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The air is sweet with perfume of the lake

The grasshoppers hum like an electric wake

Children’s  laughter echoes through the trees

Summer camp, I still believe

I am there once again where the love affair began

between the water and the sky

Where my childhood and my children still abide

There can never be an end

where so many hearts have been

Summer camp, I still believe

Holy Breath

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I suddenly wake and I can’t see anything
I start throwing my fear around
I open the window and look for the sun
and for signs of the spring…

 

and then I can breathe
I can feel each Holy breath…
Then I hear my babies laughing
and smell roses in the air

 

Deep inside a sweet voice whispers
What have you to fear?
and then I can breathe
I can feel each Holy breath…

 

At night I gaze up into the heavens
and someone calls my name
I laugh at the man in the moon
and peace comforts me again…

 

and then I can breathe
I can feel each Holy breath…

the wind is blowing harder now…

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the wind is blowing harder now
the fragrance of earth and sea…
the dirt of my birth
the water vivid blue green…

the melody is clearer now
you are singing over me
the sound of my birth
the song of my dreams…

you know all of my stories
you hold all of my tears
my wonder of glory
my Champion of fears…

let the wind blow harder now
I am watching on the shore
my heart can hold what will be
and all that has gone before…

 

Night Swim

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I am a daughter of the Gulf Coast
its deep inside me like the Holy Ghost
from Texas oil to Pensacola Isle
calling me softly to come and sit a while…

 

Have you ever been in the Gulf of Mexico at night? Ever tipped back your head and felt your body rise and sway with the motion of the sea? Looking up into a star filled black sky ions above you. In between that vastness of The Milky Way and all the water below there is a connection. There is the sweet melodious song of God, the Creator that astounds you into an unspeakable romance with Him. You feel you are in a dimension of awareness between antiquity and eternity. There is no fear. There is no dread of this power that you know can take your life in an instant…There is just the sea, the sky, and the smell of brine, and God singing over you…
The surf faithfully sweeps toward the sand dunes that line the shore. You cannot see them in the night but you are sure they are there holding the island together and budding with beautiful golden oats. There is a rhythm to the beach where the days and the nights of your life seem easy and make sense. At least for me it does. There is a canopy of fluid above and below. A heady cup of wine and that cup indeed runneth over…

Nautical Wheelers

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Nautical wheelers

Hemingway readers

Shell seekers

memory keepers

The Ocean calls to me

from the deep

The blues and greens

dreams unseen

 

 

Ancient voyages

shipwrecks buried deep

Stories passed down

treasures asleep

A Holy cathedral

tidal pools of prayer

The Sea comforts me

I want to be there

 

 

 

 

I am every blue on the color wheel…

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I am the girl in the dream, the girl in the hour-glass.
I am every blue on the color wheel.
I rise on a great floating bubble that a child just blew out of a plastic jar of soap.
The bubble is robin egg blue and I am continually moving toward you.
I am the girl in the dream, the girl clasping turquoise ribbons attached to the moon. My skin looks silver blue like the moon. My heart is an open door and the door is deep blue like a navy school uniform blazer. I turn the glacier blue door knob and I am permanently moving toward you. I am the girl in the dream, the girl who is every blue on the color wheel. I am soaring up toward the baby powder blue stars, the blue-gray fog is lifted and my blue gray eyes finally see you and my Faith has been made sight.